I’m sorry to tell you this but if you are seriously trying to get a job in this field, you will have similar learning experiences over and over. (Spoiler: texture mapping is a nightmare.)
its a good thing i hate myself otherwise that might disappoint me
Yeah dude absolutely, I like hearing input about it since I’m super damn new to all of this.
It’s a whole new world to me, yo
the thing that pisses me off is that vase is supposed to look like glass but i fucked up the settings but oh well whatever chrome is okay too I GUESS.
Wait is this all render bc if so it looks OBSCENELY GOOD it looks like a photo that being said i could see how the teapot would suck…also the vase I would think?? Anyway well done
well gosh thank you, i thought it came out looking pretty realistic too
all in all it was just meant to be a learning experience and it definitely served its purpose for that so ye
well this was a learning experience i never want to have again
I need a way to feed myself and a way to pay for my own expenses until I can secure a license and new employment.
Those are the main points of this post. But basically, I am very restricted on where I can work until I get a license and because of circumstances beyond my control its a waiting game until I can acquire it. So until then, I will need some sort of income so I can support myself and pay the internet bill. There are many things I have planned for income in the future but I can not start on those personal projects until I have a job and can finance them. And until I get a job, Im going to need some way to buy food and the like!!! So please, I need your help! THE MAIN THING I AM TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH HERE is to feed myself and pay the internet bill.
If you would like a commission just message me, let me know what you would like and we can discuss details and price then!
So yea, commissions! Who wants some?
ONE MORE IMPORTANT THING: IF YOU TRIED CONTACTING ME ABOUT A COMMISSION BUT YOU DID NOT HEAR BACK FROM ME THEN THERE WAS A SNAFU WITH THE TUMBLR MESSAGING SERVICE!!!! IF YOU ARE STILL INTERESTED IN COMMISSIONING ME THEN CONTACT ME VIA EMAIL!!!
PLEASE SEND ANY COMMISSION REQUESTS TO MY SPECIFIC EMAIL THAT I HAVE SET UP JUST FOR THIS:
my friend needs some work.
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15 hours ago
I’ve been pretty silent on this for a while now, but I think its time to admit the truth.
On this past Saturday, I was fired from my job at Target.
I was devastated when this happened, and still am for the most part. The job I needed the most and enjoyed the most was taken away from me and I feel like it’s all my fault. On top of that, an ex-coworker who I made friends with is now telling me there are nasty rumors being spread around that store concerning me after my termination.
This isn’t the thing that is upsetting me though. The one thing that’s got me sick to my stomach. The one thing tying up my innards in knots and making me want to cry.
I’ve been lying to my family and pretending I still have a job.
I do not have any other options. My family has been so happy for me in getting the job in the first place and so relieved that I have a way to survive and support myself. If I tell anyone, especially my mother, that I was fired from my new job after only working two weeks, it would devastate them. The shame I would feel, and already do feel, would be too much for me to handle. I already feel like I’m the worthless fuck up child in my family and I can’t do anything right, and this recent turn of events just reinforces that mindset for me. Last year, right before Christmas, I lost my job at the time as well, and I had to admit to my mother the truth before Christmas. Needless to say my mother was angry and upset. Right before the most wonderful holiday of the year.
I can not, and will not, do this to her again this year.
So what does that mean for me? Well, I have a lead on a freelance job from a client who is willing to pay me a lot of money, enough to equal about 2 paychecks worth of cash (1 paycheck is about 450 dollars and I only got them every 2 weeks). If this all goes well, and this client is legit and actually does hire me, I can just pretend that I was let go in January and apply at another facility opening up early next year that my mother urged me to apply at.
However, this is a big risk and I can not put all my faith in one person.
Therefore, I am asking for your help, whomever may be reading this. I am taking commissions again, please look here for my commission post. Also, if you feel like donating, I will accept donations. My paypal e-mail is firstname.lastname@example.org
again, I am not ASKING for donations, I am simply saying the are an option if you are in a giving spirit this holiday season.
I’m at my wits end, I don’t want to upset my family, I don’t like being a massive fuck up, I just don’t know what else I can do right now.
If you can’t commission or donate, I completely understand, but please boost me if you can.
Anyway, thank you for your time.
I’m very disappointed in myself, and I’m sorry.